these are not my people I should never have come here

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

vaporize, by broken bells

What amounts to a dream anymore?
A crude device; A veil on our eyes
A simple plan we'd be different from the rest
And never resign to a typical life

Common fears start to multiply
We realize we're paralyzed
Where'd it go, All that precious time?

Did we even try to stem the tide?

Why should we waste it on
Buying into the same old lies?
The longer we wait around

The faster the years go by

It's not too late
To feel a little more alive
Make our escape
Before we start to vaporize

Doubtless, we've been through this
So if you want to follow me you should know
I was lost then and I am lost now
And I doubt I'll ever know which way to go

a simple plan we'd be different from the rest and never resign to a typical life

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

i'm holding out for that teenage feeling

“I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you.” 
- Colin Raye quotes

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

the love that you showed them

they let her down
they did mean things
and took for granted everyone they loved
they don't deserve to keep these people
they took from them
they created a space to keep them lonely 
love was control
but the people they loved, kept loving him
they did not care

and the people they loved went on loving each other
they knew the same love,
the love that you showed them

only now they don't love well
they don't trust love
they won’t let love in for fear that love will entangle them
will abandon them
they are alone in love
they wont let it be there's to have
they wont let it be them that it happens to
the more secrets that love has decided
the more they do not recognize love
they do not like love
they are afraid of love

Tuesday, January 11, 2011


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